One More Try

[classicalbob]

Day two, I've been up since 6am, Smoked within 10 min. Smoked two since, one with roommate. I'm a little anxious, because I'm face painting at 9am, Childern's play. Trying to focus on what I need to do, the God of my understanding,and not smoking! Thinking about the fact that I haven't had a drink in over 16 mo.using the 12 Steps, Reasoning that I didn't drink every day, so this has to be harder. The more I want to stop, the more I smoke. Rough day yesterday, Lots of triggers, and I don't mean what the Lone Ranger rode. I don't think he smoked, did he? Started reading your Blogs, Thanks for sharing. Have to get ready, have mints, to try not to offend the  childern after my last cig. before I get there. I sure go through a lot fo trouble to smoke! Wish me luck. Bob