this site is literally saving my life.
I am currently in the middle of the worst craving i have experienced since quitting. going on 3 hours...my head is pounding. hula hooped for an hour...ate nuts...drank water...remind myself why i don't need a cig...refusing to feed that hungry nictotine monster...thinking about allen carr....thinking about one more puff...remembering i don't need one more puff..there's no such thing...remembering how good it feels to not have stinky fingertips...remebering how good it felt to inhale...remembering the cesspool it left in my chest...on my tongue...in my throat...in my breath...remembering to breathe...remembering this site...logging in is great...writing this is great...my fingers are so busy that i don't need a cig....reading this blog...relaxing....everything is changing....
still have a headache...gonna keep neglecting that greedy dirty nicotine beast....take a shower...check back in...
Thanks guys!!! I really would feel so alone without this site.
