I am almost day 5! Can't believe I am doing this...and actually day 4 has been a bit harder then the other 3 days. I am steadfast though in this journey....I am really liking the fact I don't have to go out on the porch and freeze my bojeezers off now, and that my coat and scarf and gloves don't smell like a nasty ashtray.
This evening was combing thru the obituaries for our town...ugh so sad..to many to young to many to have died of cancer...made me sad and also gave me a good swift kick in why I am doing the best thing...no matter how some moments may feel....those moments pass and clarity kicks in and I know I am doing my body, my spirit and my family the best thing I could and that smoking will get me no where but on that obiturary page faster then I wanna go!
