uh, I came here to post something simple-talking to my mom on the phone makes me feel like smoking. I dont even know why, therapy was just begining to scratch the surface of that, when the program was over. My mom has always been here for me, and I have friends who's mothers are no longer with us in this world. So I am so lucky. My mom is really a good person, does'n't lie, isn't mean. I just...don't know. She always has to have the last word, and seems to view conversation as a competiton. Idk.
I came here to say that, I"m glad I know this,and sitting in front of the computer as i have for most of the day also makes me feel like smoking. But luckily I know this and took a few deep breaths,and came here.
I saw an interesting post about lies the nicodemon tells us and responses to them. But no sooner did I try and make a comment on another post, it drifted down the cue. So I waited the prescribed time to go to the next page, THIS IS WHAT I WISH-I WISH THIS SITE WOULD RETURN TO THE PAGE YOU WERE ON, IF YOU DECIDE TO READ THE -MORE.... BECAUSE IT TAKES SO DARN LONG TO GO TO ANOTHER PAGE. AND I THINK IT WOULD BE GROOVY IF THERE WAS AN OPTION RIGHT UNDER INBOX AND MESSAGES, THE OPTION WOULD BE SOMETHING LIKE-POSTS YOU RECENTLY COMMENTED ON. THIS WAY YOU DON'T HAVE TO REMEMBER KEY WORDS OR GO BACK PAGES , OR REMEMBER WHAT FRIEND IT WAS ON, OR SCROLL DOWN YOU VARIOUS ACTIVITY TO SEE A POST YOU RECENTLY WERE FOLLOWING. JUST SOME SUGGESTIONS. SHRUG.
But I didnt' smoke, I took some deep breaths, and I guess I will have to wait until tommorrow to read the post I was looking for, cause I simply can not sit in front of this pc another moment today.
I have been quit for 2 Months, 4 Weeks, 2 Days, 8 hours, 54 minutes and 12 seconds (91 days). I have saved $593.90 by not smoking 1,827 cigarettes. I have saved 6 Days, 8 hours and 15 minutes of my life. My Quit Date: 10/9/2011 10:47 AM
