It's my belief that the toughest battle of my quit has come and gone. I'm not saying that I can let my guard down. Just that if I choose to believe that I am vulnerable from being in a state of mind called no mans land then I have yet another battle to fight. I have fought this addiction for 28 years. I'm tired of fighting it. I have an understanding that I am a nicotine addict and I will be for the rest of my life. I can never have "just one" and I am okay with that. I also understand that if I choose to NOT believe in a "no mans land" then it doesn't exist and there is no vulnerable state of mind or battle to wage. This is my quit. This is how I chose to quit.
