My name is Neesha. I am 34 years old. I was in the military for 10 years, I was released on a medical discharge. I am divorced, and a single parent of two beautiful children.I started smoking 20 years ago. On November 30, 2010 at 9:20 am, I decided that I did not want to smoke anymore. This is my first (and last, I hope) attempt to quit. I made this decision for myself and for my children. When the going gets tough, I think of my children. I think of how long that I want to be around for them. I don't want cigarettes to control my life anymore. I don't want to have anxiety attacks on long flights because I can't smoke. I don't want to feel like an outcast or a hindrance to my non-smoking friends. I want to SMELL GOOD!