FEELING A LOT OF STRESS THIS MORNING AND ITS NOT EVEN BREAKFAST. MY DAD GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL AND THEN COME TO FIND OUT MY BROTHER HAS SOME TYPE OF FACIAL WHICH THE DOCTOR IS GOING TO TRY TO GET IT ALL BUT IF THEY CANT GET IT ALL HE MAY LOSE A PART OF HIS NOSE .HE IS A VERY HEAVY SMOKER.AND THATS JUST THE TIP OF THE ICE BERG.HE IS ALSO AN ALCOHOLIC AND DRUG AND HEROIN ADDICT. I GOT A CALL REAL EARLY FROM MY DADDY WANTING NERVE PILLS FOR MY BROTHER.MY BROTHER HAS HIS OWN MEDS IM NOT GIVING HIM MINE, AND NOW MY FATHER WONT TALK TO ME .THEY BOTH WERE TRYING TO MANIPULATE ME INTO DOING SOMETHING I DONT WANT TO DO .BY THE WAY I DIDNT PUT UP TOP MY BROYHER HAS CANCER. I CANT HELP IT IF MY BROTHER HAS CANCER OUT OF MEDS. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME . I JUST WISH MY DAD WAS NOT MAD AT ME .TO LIGHTEN THE LOAD A LITTLE IM ON DAY QUIT OF 87 DAYS TODAY AND IT IS STILL REALLY SOLID AS EVER.I COULDNT BE MAKING THIS JOURNEY BY MY SELF.ITS BY THE GRACE OF GOD AND MY FAMILY HERE .THANKS. GOD BLESS.