Hi all! My name, as you have probably guessed is MarQuetta and I am VERY excited to become a member of EX! I have been thinking about blogging this experience since I started since I KNOW I will be experiencing ALOT of different emotions and situations that I know I wont remember if I dont write them down. Then while searching symptoms of withdraw I came across this site and it just so happen to have a blog section hear. You see how the universe works! So here it goes, I quit smoking Saturday 12-5-15 but I had one cigarette on Sunday 12-6-15. I didnt come across this community until today which is why it has my quit date as today 12-9-15. Technically, its true because again I relapsed and smoked a cigarette last night. The thing about smoking that cigarettelast night, was that it kinda scared me. It made me feel high and disoriented. Not the slight high or buzzed feeling you get when you have'nt smoked for one day (the longest I'd ever gone before this btw) this was different, as I said, kinda scary. I almost felt like I was going to pass out. I've never experienced anything quite like that before, it was very intense. Anywho, that was confirmation for me that I wont be doing that again. If I do, I'll be honest with you guys because what's the point in lying. LOL! I mean this is a support group right? Besides this blog is for me to have something to look back on and be able to recall long after I have become a EX smoker pro! Kinda like a diary of sorts but hopefully with other EX members input and suggestions so that I say a non-smoker. I'm not reallyan open person with my feelings but I do plan on blogging ALOT. I'm trying to embrace this experience as whole-heartedly as I am coming into the reality of truly becoming and staying a non-smoker! So bare with me people! LOL! I look forward to talking to you all soon. 🙂
