Friday was tough, the end of my work week and I USED to sit down at the kitchen table drinking a glass of wine and smoking my cigarettes while my kids would be waving the smoke out of the air telling me "Gosh mom your killing me", but this Friday what we did was sit down at the table and talked and I had my bottle of water with me. Saturdays and Sundays I would have cigarettes with coffee for breakfast and lunch, but not his weekend. I went to do my taxes, IHOP for lunch, the dry cleaners, BJ's,and The Home Depot. I did have cravings, but I talked back to them and told them to leave me alone I dont have time for this foolishness, I have other things to do with my life than smoke. After my long day out and about Saturday I came home and washed all the walls in the kitchen to prep for my paint job for Sunday and I noticed that the patch had came off and was laying on my counter. I got scared when I saw that patch there, I looked at it and said a little prayer and kept on cleaning. Yesterday, Sunday, I worked in my kitchen for 8 hours, and I think I had 3 cravings but they only lasted for a minute or so. All in all I had a wonderful smoke free weekend. I am gaining my FREEDOM.
