but won't. I am so sad, My dad had brain cancer and I am so sad I cannot stop crying. He passed on last Wednesday. The memorial service pushed me over..Yes he was 79, but still my dad and still quite painful. Please pray for me.
Its my 3 month anniversary as of yesterday and I haven't taken a puff since June 24. I feel like I want to smoke, so I eat instead. Gained 10 lbs and stopped exercising. i am blue, reallly blue and having trouble coping with this without smokes. I won't smoke, but just needed to vent.
Thank you for listenng
