Guess the struggle continues....but the win is to NOT light up...NOT buy any smokes........do the things that you promised to use at these moments....promised yourself!
Because failing doesn't hurt anyone else....slipping doesn't effect those that have been cheering you on....you only fool yourself, let yourself down.............but the trick would be to not let a slip make you give up totally!
NO, I have not smoked, but these are the thoughts that go thru my head when I think...."why..." or "who cares..."
So, in my mind, I can't "cheat" on myself....sounds funny, but yeah, if I ever slip...my consciense would force me to tell everyone how I messed up!
A small moment of enlightenment happened yesterday....a total of 18 days........I had to go to the dentist and filled out the forms, and at that one question about smoking...I was able to check "NO"! And when the dentist asked again in the back room, I let him know that I quit smoking on April 16th..........it kind of felt good to tell him that!
And today, up way too early, watched the sun come up....and there was a passing thought about wanting a smoke.....but than the dog reminded me we need to walk! Have a great day everyone!
