Ok, here's the deal and I just came to this conclusion last night ... I think I'm having a "mid-life" crisis!
Definition: sense of uncertainty or anxiety about one's identity, values, relationships, etc. My question to that is ... does any of it matter ... does anyone really care ...
It seems to me that everyone's just too busy to even send a Email or text greeting once in awhile. Or do those who are supposed to be closest to me not care ... perhaps they believe I have no feelings ... I have no idea!!
Here's a passage that I read from the Grace Trilogy in the first book titled "Love".
"Think of all the moments in your life that might have been breakthrough moments if you only had someone to share them with, someone who believed in you and in whatever inspiration had come to you."
WOW, how powerful is that statement??!!!! If I only had guidance and encouragement when I was younger how things would have been different. Instead, I had to forge ahead on my own with all of my IN your FACE mistakes. So, am I really having a Mid-Life Crisis, or have I met the challenges head on and surmounted them? My greatest accomplishment: MY DAUGHTERS. Does the rest matter or not ... I can't say.
So with that said, I'm hungry and going to enjoy my lunch ... by myself. I kinda like my quiet time.
NO SMOKING for me!! I don't really want one yet the thought keeps popping in my head. As long as I stay away from the triggers like alcohol or other smokers, I'll be just fine. I intend to do just that.
Have a great weekend everyone!!
