Well it was a very unusual day ('effin Monday) but I have managed to get through the day without a cigarette so far. I've noticed that my complexion is clearing up and my voice doesn't sound as rough. I absolutely love that I don't smell like an ashtray. Now, my emotions are truly all over the place. One minute I'm ready to jump across the table to yell at someone and then next minute I want to start crying for no reason at all. I also tend to isolate a bit through all of this.
In all honesty, I have so much to be grateful for and just needed to vent. Life is good and daily stress is all a part of life.