Man oh Man !!!!

[reshad]

OK so, I haven't blogged in a while but here goes...

Seems since I have Quit or should I say stopped smoking I have been classified as many things the one that sticks out the most is Bastard..... My wife says that I have become one, and I am leaning towards agreeing. Now Chantix may have seemed to be the Shiznit at the time but I honestly beleive it has made me moody (Mood swings) even though I only took it for about 10-14 days including the prior to quit smoking period and Oh my god I have been an absolute Ass.

Not sure how or why, well you have the stress of not smoking and the fact that your wife thinks that your an idiot for going this long and still having wanting to smoke,bad , "I should be over it by now" quoted from her, Brilliant...thats from a semi non-smoker.

We are also dealing with F'ed up shite in our lives right now so that makes it that much more agonizing and tougher, but still...after all that, I am still hanging tough, 41 days and counting.

Thnx for the constant pick me up from all of you and especially (Victoria, Babs) My heroes.

Onward....