After so many times of trying to quite and my doctors almost to the point of yelling at me for the past two years to quit, I've decided this is it I am done. No better time than the present. A couple of my good friends are quitting right now and they are talking me through the first couple of days and have explained in detail whats going to happen. It is a bit scary after 16 years of doing the same thing over and over. They even went and bought me like 10 packs of chewing gum. They say its easier to quit in the winter because I dont smoke in my house and wont miss freezing to death for that first morning smoke. I have my plan and my sticky notes all over the house. Blackberry is set up to remind me and ask me how I'm doing about every three hours. I've told myself over and over and over again tomarrow is the first smoke free morning. My buddies are taking me to the gym right after I drop my two daughters off. They say its the worst the first day and dont touch a beer or a mixed drink or I'll crash and burn. Taking plenty of snacks to work so I dont go broke trying to feed the snack machine. Lets Do It! I can honestly say I'm ready this time.
