This Weekend we ventured out of New York to Indianapolis to go see the AFC Championship. For sure i thought I was going to break and wind up smoking a cigarette. I went with 12 friends . The first night we went out to the bar scene in the city and little did I know that smoking was allowed in bars in Indiana. So I had cigarettes beinglit right next to me and I was probably salivating from the mouth. I chewed on a piece of nicorette, alright a couple of pieces of nicorette and gladly made it through the night. Not only did I not smoke a cigarette i didn't have a drink either, which was a horrific experience, but helped me not smoke. Sunday we went to the parking lot at 12 pm and tailgated for 2hrs and a half. I watched everyone happily get drunk and lite up right in front of me. Honestly, I was experiencing some anxiety from being around it all. I wanted to participate so bad. I love drinking and smoing cigs. Im 25 and like to party sue me. But I didn't have a drink or smoke a cigarette because I love myself more.
Day 25:
-Joe
