Life has all the ups and down I ever need in life.
I have been stressed out for a few days now.
I have some time so this is what is going on. The old man and I got in a fight and I was asked to leave. The kids can stay. Which is NEVER going to happen. I cant watch what I want to watch. Because "this is my house". Which covers alot.
I cant go to friends house, watch t.v., clean house, move things around. Not without asking him if I can do it.
The kids are getting upset with the father because they see what is going on. More stress.
Ya see he is a barber. Its at the house so he doesnt have far to go. He will not watch the kids If I feel like going some where, cook dinner, (That is a plus. He cant cook anyway.) He wont help clean the house, take out the trash. (Well I cant say that. IF HE WANTS SOMETHING, he will kinda help. But I have to clean up after him. Not worth it.
I went to the DEPARTMENT OF HEALTH SERVICES. Asked for some help. They said yes, just get a letter from him saying that I live there rent free.
Came back to him tood him what I needed. And he fliped out. Asking me to leave.
I dont know how much time I have here in tulsa but I if I could I would go back to washington (state) in a heart beat.
Oh the other thing is he turned off the net at home too.
So that is what is going on now. But still not smoking.
At least not yet.
If you do not here from me for a few days, not to worry. I have to go to the library and use that.
Thanks for all the help.
Michelle
