Oh .... my ... lastnight was awful! I was cranky, irritable, sad, discouraged, focused, hungry, moody, tired and miserable .... but through it all I remained smoke free. The experience was awful but the outcome of the process made me stronger. I am crying a lot and i can't sleep but I am exhausted. I have dark circles under my eyes and feel like I just came off of some hard street drug not nicotine. But lets not lose focus - I did it!
I am sure my husband is seeking new housing until I am through this ... I definatley snapped at him lastnight and I was not pleasant this morning. I couldn't blame him, I don't even want to hang out with me right now!!! I feel like I am walking through hot coles but the prize is worth the pain.