All of my friends and colleuges at work are congradulating me on my quit, so why do I feel like an outsider? When we sit around the office and laugh it up at stories that we are telling, why do I want to exit stage left and be alone in my massage room? No one is smoking and I only smoked with the only one of the group that smokes. I guess maybe this is the depression part of the quit and the part that makes me yearn for the nasty habit. I have not given in, I just continue to ask myself why I want to and what good would it do me to do so.
I know I have quit for good. I feel the resolve in me strengthen daily and I tell myself each and every day that nothing that could ever and eventually will happen is worth picking up another cancer stick.
I have been quit for 1 Month, 6 Days, 23 hours, 11 minutes and 52 seconds (37 days). I have saved $85.42 by not smoking 569 cigarettes. I have saved 1 Day, 23 hours and 25 minutes of my life. My Quit Date: 5/11/2008 9:38 PM. I am too proud of myself to turn back now 8-)
