Im feeling a little overwhemed today and my husband is not helping!! I am soo soo proud of myself for quitting smoking. On the 13th it will be 6 months. I rock!!!! But apparently I gave up smoking and took on eating. I have always struggled with my weight. About a year ago I decided to do something about it and sucessfullly lost 55 pounds. I still had another 25 to go but i was happy with my success. I then decided to quit smoking. I figured I was down on my weight and if I gained a little while quitting, it wouldnt affect me to much. Fast forward to present day. IM DEPRESSED beyond belief. I am LOVING the way food tastes and have gained about 20 pounds. Im so lost. I feel like I have no will power to say no to food. I know exactly what Im doing wrong buut cant seem to stop it. So this morning i got up and stepped on the scale. I was up 2 pounds and just started bawling like a baby. My husband started to "help" and offered solutions to my weight issue. Like the things he was telling me were things i didnt already know!!! He got mad and finally yelled and said "just stop eating!!" O, at this point im not sure whether or not to slap him or hug him. I realize it really is thta simple, just dont eat that much. But if it were that simple, i wouldve done it already!! So all these things go through my head. I had enough will power to stop smoking, why cant I stop eating?? Everyone tells me that I did such a great thing quitting smoking and who cares about a few pounds...a FEW POUNDS is like TWO!!!! UGGGGGGG!!!!!
