...because I didn't smoke. It took all my first-week tools, but I didn't smoke today. I panicked, and cried, and stomped my feet, and finally took an extra med...but I did not smoke. I'm in the grip of a deep depression right now, and as usual I don't know how to reach out. So I stay in my room and work with my self-care tools until I feel better. And I don't smoke. I've repeated day 1 far too many times. So no matter how sh*tty my day might be, it's a good day because I didn't smoke