" Now that I have taken a monumental step in quitting smoking and
haven't smoked for several days. When in the hell are these cravings
going to go away? I was told the withdrawal is about 3 days so why
am I wanting a cigarette say 30 days later ? Am I being lied to or
what? Is this what I have to look forward to for the rest of my
life? I can't handle the thought of wanting a cigarette every time
I turn around. I rather smoke and die than put up with all of these
emotional thoughts. Its not worth it. These and other thoughts
plague the crap out of me with a full force like I never experienced
before. "
I read this in another post, and it struck me so profoundly. I am on day 6 of my last quit, I say my last because, I am a non smoker, and thus I do not smoke. But for only being feelings, they sure got me all messed up inside.