Recently someone posted asking when you feel like a non-smoker instead of a smoker depriving yourself of cigs. Despite having quit on and off over the years maybe I always anticipated that I would smoke again. And I always did smoke again. I’ve never felt like a non smoker. I’m 12 days into this quit. No cravings today though.
Even though I mostly don’t want to get on my yoga mat. I never regret a daily yoga session. That and skating are really helping me through this.
Its also my 12 year soberversary. I’m not involved in AA anymore so nobody remembered or thought to acknowledge it. Kind of a bummer, but I’m still damn proud of myself.
