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If I were still a smoker I would have smoked two packs Saturday night

JonesCarpeDiem
4 5 97

I posted in Marilyn's post about my dad taking another fall last Thursday and being taken to the hospital with a fever of 102.

The Dr. released him Friday but felt he needed to be in a skilled nursing facility and receive some physical therapy before going back to his apartment at his independent living facility.

I met my twin at the skilled nursing facility about 3:30 pm on Saturday and they got dad into a room. 

I was shocked when he began reaching out for things in mid-air that were not there and saying things that didn't make sense. It was like the father I knew was in a different reality and I knew he had not been drugged up at the hospital because they were reluctant to even give him a 5mg norco.

I was freaking out thinking this was how he would be from now on.

Sunday morning I started making calls to his case worker, and the Dr. who had treated him to see if thay had done a brain scan or anything that would indicate brain trauma like a brain bleed when he fell.

As the Dr. and hospital had no way of knowing what his "normal" was I thought they might assume that at 97, they were seeing his normal behavior.

I was so relieved when I went to see him yesterday and he was back to normal.

AND

I was sure glad I don't smoke anymore. 

 

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Hello, My name is Dale. I was quit 18 months before joining this site and had participated on another site during that time. I learned a lot there and brought it with me. I joined this site the first week of August 2008. I didn't pressure myself to quit. HOW I QUIT I didn't count, I didn't deny myself to get started. When I considered quitting (at a friends request to influence his brother to quit), I simply told myself to wait a little longer. No denial, nothing painful. After 4 weeks I was down to 5 cigarettes from a pack a day. The strength came from proving to myself, I didn't need to smoke because I normally would have smoked. Simple yes? I bought the patch. I forgot to put one on on the 4th day. I needed it the next day but the following week I forgot two days in a row I put one in my wallet with a promise to myself that I would slap it on and wait an hour rather than smoke. It rode in my wallet my first year.There's nothing keeping any of you from doing this. It doesn't cost a dime. This is about unlearning something you've done for a long time. The nicotine isn't the hard part. Disconnecting from the psychological pull, the memories and connected emotions is. :-) Time is the healer.