That stupid piece of s*it m*therf**ker called again today cause he didnt remember his own kids birthday what a piece of crap he only gets 15 min phone calls from the clink so he talked to me the first time and then called back to talk to the kids and then wanted to talk to me again so i talked to him for a min or two and then it was like one minute left so he was like well are you super busy and i was like yeah i have to get the kids ready for bed he was like i'll call sunday if thats ok so i can talk to jess on his bday and i was like yeah thats fine he didnt want to talk to them at all i dont think i think he uses them as an excuse to talk to me as he wanted to call back and talk to me again after 2 15 minute calls as it was what the fuck when is enough enough why does he try and use my kids to get to me is it because its all he has that CAN get to me is it because i dont give a fuck what he does and he cant handle it why does he keep trying to find ways to sneak into my life he wanted to know all about school and when i go and what times and what i was gonna do after classes were done i mean he's already been held on stalking me so thats when i was like ok i gotta go but you can call sunday to talk to your kid i know im rambling and not using any kind of proper english skills here but i just needed to vent and rant to and just type cuz all i wanna do is run to the nearest gas station spend the 7 bucks and grab myself a pack of those nasty little demonic breath killers and smoke the whole thing down and then puke cuz it was so bad....... GGGRRRRRRRRR
sorry, but thank for letting me get that out. I'm gonna go take a bath and TRY to relax. Be back later.
