I'm smoking again, so I need to maybe do a lot of the reading that I didn't do....This site has supplied all of the info I could/should possibly have needed....so I'm lost as to why I'm so lost with quitting....my husband and I had a really good talk about my quit tonight, and I feel positive about that...
I looked back over my old blogs late last night, and you know, I don't think I really ever had a good handle on these past few quits....some good, strong moments but in re-reading them, there was a lot of doubt in what I was saying too....a lot of 'right on the brink' wording....
I've decided that I'm just going to hang-out in the shadows for a bit....I will still visit, but a lot less....
But I do want to say thanks for everything....I did have a couple of good runs here, and that shows me that I can....it's the maintaining, or even having a good foothold from the beginning that I'm missing....I have, whether I consciously knew or not....left the door open that leads to smoking....and I always walk back thru it....
If nothing else, I hope somebody else learns from this....and doesn't throw away their quit....ever!
