I slipped

[time-to-change]

I slipped, for really no reason at all.  I have adjusted my quit meter to reflect the 2 cigs I smoked.  I am now more determined than ever to be the quitter I was.  I have been doing so well, I t was weird, I was like in an out of body experience.  There are no excuses, I didn't even enjoy them, they stunk, I had to hide from my husband.  I am mad at myself, but, I am not going to give in and go back to the old way.  I'll be gone all day, I'll check back in tonite.  I think I'll buy a really tasty pack of gum.  Onward through the day and up through the smog in my mind, it's a bump in the road, I may have gotten a flat tire, I'll fix it and get on the right road again.  I need to be here more often, it gives a lot of strength and understanding.  Peace.