Hello all,
Hope you all had a wonderful holiday! I would say my holiday was freakin awesome :). My kids were happy with their gifts, everyone came, everyone ate and everyone left...lol... I am exhausted.
Best of all, I did not smoke. I did not want to smoke. I did not even consider caving. My mom, my sis, and my sis-in-law all went outside to smoke several times. They were very discreet about it and I think even tried to make it as long as possible in between so that was good but honestly, it didn't bother me as much as I thought it would. I did think at one point, gosh wouldn't it be nice but after I truly thought about it for another minute....it wouldn't be. I would smell. I would be giving up on myself, I would be letting a nasty yucky addiction take control of me again. It would suck me back in and once again start eating away at my life, start controlling my every mood again. So, nope it wouldn't be nice.
My husband didn't cave either. I'm proud of him. He's proud of me. It's all good :).
It was a very, merry Christmas for me and I hope for you and yours as well!
