So, I quit smoking for a whole 10 hours. Go me. I hate smoking. I hate waking up feeling like crap and having them control my life. I have to spend so much money on them and what am I spending the money for? To smell, feel sick, and lessen my life? Ugh. It really sucks. I'm officially done with all of my nursing stuff. I actually have 2 classes left but they aren't for anything that counts towards my grade or anything. I graduate next Wednesday. I just want to be able to give up the smokes. I keep thinking that maybe when I get my health insurance I'll try chantix. I don't know. I hear that works pretty well. Expensive, but works well. And hey.. spend a little money to save some, right? I still carry the patch with me almost everywhere I go like I'll get this little vision and just stick one on and never have another cigarette. I wish I had never started again after I quit the first time. I wouldn't be in the situation I am right now. Desperate. Addicted.
