I'm back

[leelee13]

It's been a while since I've been on here and i've revieced many messages. Thank you to all those that had me in there thoughts. I did start smoking again after I stopped bloggin on here. I started smoking more than i have in a long time. While at my mothers for the holidays I was up to a pack and a half a day. Since i've been home it has slowed down but i hate every puff I take. A new semester of college is about to begin and I won't be able to smoke on campus. Students are even aloud to use e-cigs. I hope that the fact  I can't bum a smoke anymore will help me to quit. I have one smoke left in my pack.... I know i shouldn't smoke it but at the same time I know I will since I have it. I don't want to be a smoker anymore, I hate it so much. I feel so weak knowing that I gave in to my addiction but I want to become stronger. I have to quit smoking for my health.