I have to quit

[marijean]

I am 55 and smoked for over 30 years.I need surgerye and without it I will never take another step and my bowls can shut down.I am disabled and in a wheelchair now so moving and doing things to distract the smoking is impossible.I feel like I am loosing my best friend to stop smoking.I don't have friends here as I have moved.Why is this so hard to give up?One good thing my husand is a non smoker.I am at my quit date but keep putting it iff just a few more hours.Can anyone give me any imput on the patches and the best way to make them efficent?Thank you so much.The surgeon won't see me until I quit to tell me if he can even operate.I am stressed as the operation is dangerous and the outcome could be just as bad as not having the surgery.I have gone out of state to one of the best.As I say when the sun comes up it will b a bew day.