I am going to try again on Monday.
I have just been so sick and in so much pain that I could not handle everything. I need the surgery, and I need it now. I can not move without causing great pain. I have swamped the pain pills, and I do not know what to do.
I really want to quit. I have to quit. I have a lot of good reasons to quit, but then I just loose it. I need sugesstions, support and prayers.
Now I really feel like a failure and loser.
Mark