So here's the deal. I quit smoking 01/20/2010. It really freaked a lot of people out because I smoked pretty much all of my life. Now after all this time, I am starting to date someone who smokes. I really don't think I mind so much, but I have an addictive mind and I love cigarettes. I'm in a funk! What is a girl to do? I must be honest with myself and say I don't know that I am strong enough to be involved with someone who smokes without caving and starting up again. I feel scared and the thought of lighting up actually excites me. But I don't want to go back to that. I'm so torn!
