I have a problem

[jettagirl170]

I manipulate my mom to get me some smokes.  Since she doesn’t want me to go into the middle of the night to get cigarettes and /or vape, she hides some when I am going to say around midnight “I am going to the gas station to get a vape and/or cigarette”.  I don’t know why I do this except for habit.  Any ideas?  I have a gas station that is walking distance and I am tempted to get some…. I have lowered my intake to just 1 cigarette.  I feel embarrassed to say this.  I feel horrible when I do this.  I am going to quit on June 1.  Thanks.