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I had about a nervous breakdown today and was so close to smoking. I scared myself. I can t believe that I didn t smoke.

geo4
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I ve been battling some things in the last few months. In April we moved and I ve had chronic hives all over me due to stress since the move.  I can not express my level of pissed off with these hives.  they are ruining my lives. I ve tried every kind of antihistamine that the dermatologist can give me.  nothing helps  I lhave them from my scalp to the tops of my feet and It finally caused me to have a breakdown today.   Even the days that I am relaxed I have them just as bad.  I went and got a massage and that didn t make them go away.  From what I ve read and what the doctors told me once a person has them they can last anywhere from 6 months to a year or longer.  I am so sick about this.  It is affecting my job.  the stress is making me forget normal things and causing me to become depressed.   Everu day my boss gets weirder toward me and I m now afraid that she is going to try and fire me.  Some how in every quit I come to a place similiar to this one and my mind tells me screw it you may as well smoke because it s not going to get any better for you.  Thanks for listening to me share.  your the only people I have that understand what is happening when I start feeling like this. 

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