I started smoking cigarrettes when I was 21 years old.
I smoked them for about 11 years and then quit went straight to vaping using the juul. I am now 34 years old, and I have decided i am done vaping/smoking forever. I honestly didnt want to stop and I kept putting it off. My boyfriend quit on january 1st. And it kept saying I would and put it off. Until he called me out on it and said, are you over gonna do what you say your going to do?? He was right. I made myself be accountable and it quit. But to be honest, I've realized, ive used it as a crutch, as an excuse for all this time. And it only made me more anxious when I did it. I threw out all my juuls and I havent vaped in 5 days. I know its really early, but i have been using the nicotine patch and the nicotine gum, which helps a lot. I also went to my doctor and he prescribed me welbutrin. Today was the first day that I actually felt like a human being and not some crazed scatterbrain addict going through withdrawal. I appreciate all of you who help out and motivate us with the text messages and my starter pack of nicotine patches. If it wasnt for your support, i dont think I would make it through.
Thank you so much!!
