Yea I been MIA for a week. And its been a long nasty week for me. I will keep this short. I messed up and have talked with my smoking coach and I have set a realistic quit date. I remember when I signed up here it asks you when you pick your quit date if you have any major life events coming up. I replied yes, as my youngest son was moving back home and things were going to be a wild ride for a bit. At the time my quit date was January 1. And the system said it was too soon with a major life event coming up. So it said I should wait till February 1. At first I was kind of annoyed it said that because to em it was almost like a scape-goat for me to mess up. But now that my wild rise moved home......I really feel I should have just listened to the system. Because after 1 week of not smoking I have now been smoking again for a week, and trust me every time I do I think why am i doing this it isnt fixing anything at all. And 3 days back to smoking I caught a nasty cold and all of done is have trouble breathing & coughing.ugh!
Anyway just here to say sorry I failed again. My new planned quit date is February 1st as the system recommends and also my stop-smoking coach. I will be here reading and posting and using all the tools I can to make this my Final quit. Because I know in my mind & in my heart I really want to succeed at the FINAL quit for life.
Thanks for all the support I came back to 200 in my inbox and 10 very addorable notes on my messageboard.
Have A Blessed Evening.
Anyway, Thank you ALL again for the custrutive critizism. I read every word and take it all to heart.
