I haven't smoked all day. I had been having about three a day for the last month, but I need to STOP! Today hasn't been super hard, but this morning was pretty rough and now..eavening time...hard too. And I'm bored. I have plenty to do, but would rather sit here and be pissed that cigs can be so good, but so BAD.
I just ate an orange. I am at the end of my calories allowed and am too lazy to do any sort of exercise to earn some sort of goody. I want pudding. I have nonfat milk. I can make diet pudding. ok. crap. Gonna go get on the elliptical for a while and watch some t.v. and then see if I still need pudding. Pudding? why do I think I need pudding??!!
