I wanted to write a blog today, but I really don't have alot to say. Which is very unusual for me. My mouth (or fingers for typing) can usually run a mile a minute. I'm packing up the family car to head to Assateague Island with my wife for a few days of camping on the beach. It's gonna be alot of fun. I seriously haven't even thought about cigarettes since quitting "again"....I think in some weird way that last run of smoking for about 9 days really solidified in my head that I don't want them in my life anymore. I felt so crappy the whole time, had anxiety really bad, and the guilt......that was probably the worst. Yet at the same time, I kept lighting one right after the other. So........
It just really got it into my head that they're really stupid, a waste of money, not good for you, and make you feel like crap. They take the wind right out of your sails. For real, I don't ever want to put another one of those things up to my face again, and I don't even have the slightest urge to do so.
And one final note. The doctors did more bloodwork, and they're saying now that everything is totally fine. They double checked everything. Liver function is fine. White blood cell count is now fine. So I don't know..... I got a clean bill of health. That means I can drink beer again, and this beer I'm drinking right now is so damn delicious 😉
Peace.
Doney
