Smoke free for over a month, did really well til lately. Tonight, I was stressed out, bought a pack, thought I would have one and smoked the whole pack. I feel terrible in more ways than one...am so mad at myself sitting here with that awful feeling of "I can't hardly breathe". Have to start over tomorrow. I will wake up with the yucky taste of cigarettes -ugh!! I am just plain stupid, there are no excuses. I am really embarrassed and ashamed. Think I will just keep it to myself and start over tomorrow. Stupid, stupid, stupid. That's all I can say.