So still in NML, and gone through 2 days of heavy crying, apparently for no reason.
This morning I got up and decided instead of not knowing why I cry, if I cry today it will be of happiness for celebrating 90 DOF!
My mind is made up (at least for the day), I am grateful for all the good things in my life: 90 days of freedom, my son getting married next week, everyone in my family (including our 4 pets) is in reasonably good health, I have a job that secures my financial stability. All of these things are coming with a price, and I recognize it, but every good thing in life comes with one.
Today I will smile more than yesterday, today I will know my tears are another proof of recovery! And I will love NML until it goes away!!!
