As I sit here just smoked my last cigarette I start to think, "should I buy another pack." I am so glad that today I decided to visit this site. Even though I chose my quit to be on the 14th I keep thinking that I am justifying smoking if I don't quit now. I keep thinking that I am making excuses for myself. But, when it comes down to it, I want to get the patch and I don't get paid until Tuesday and I want a date that I know will be my last day of smoking, I have never done that before. I have just tried quitting on my own and all of a sudden. That was hard. So, Day one of the EX steps is going great, I am excited to try the ways to change triggers. Happy quitting to all of you it's time for a healthier life!