Wow, what a rollercoaster weekend. I thought about smoking randomly all weekend. I am more focused now though, thank goodness!! Day 43, no regrets. I am so happy I quit and even more happy that I have stayed quit! Every morning for as long as I can remember I would get up and say, Ok what did I do yesterday that I regret doing? You know, drink, drink to much, spend money, bounce a check, not exercise, smoke to much? It is a really depressing habit I had got into, however...now that I have quit smoking, I ask my self the same question every morning, then I say to myself..OOO I didnt smoke again yesterday! What an ego boost! Its like I have a great accomplishment going on every morning! It has put me in a more positive light and I feel like I can do anything! Yay!!
