When I was smoking, pretty much every day I would think about when I could have a cigarette that day. I would think about the days schedule, who was going to be home, when and where I would be at any given time of the day. Even if I didn't really want to smoke, I did if I COULD..meaning..it was convenient if no one else was home or I could hide in some parking lot when driving around. Just me and my sneaky friend Ciggy. Ciggy was a VERY close friend. I seeked her out when I was happy, sad, nervous, bored...she was always there for me. She promised and delivered comfort. She never judged me and would be available to be with me no matter what. And most importantly..she was just MY FRIEND..I didn't have to share her with anyone. Now that I sent her packing, I'm missing her and looking for a new friend that I can turn to. She has not been easy to replace. Lonliness sucks...Good thing I have all of you...
DAY 10... wish I could be more excited...