I know it has been a while. I was away from the 11th to just now. I have not had a cigarette in all that time. It was hard. I have been using the EZ Quit artificial cigarette. I want to tell you it works. I was at a meeting, I left it on the desk, I got up to talk to someone, we walked out of the room. Later that evening, I went to "smoke" my "cigarette" couldn't find it. Went a little beserk. Had to find something else to do. Had ice cream ( bad I am diabetic) chewed a straw, not satisfying, smoked my emergency e cigarette,( yuck). This lasted 2 days, but I didn't smoke. The patch helped. Came home, called the number for another EZ QUIT artificial cigarette. I WILL LAST till it gets here I hope. I don't know what it is , Ingredients are only mint, peppermint and vanilla, but it leaves a great taste in the mouth and keeps your hands busy. But I am glad to be back to my blog also. I missed typing my stories and looking for encouragement. I was surrounded by friends but they really didn't give me the support I needed. One would come by and every time and say good job, keep it up, but others would just say I can't believe you're not out there smoking. Made me want to go out like you don't think I can do it. I'll show you. Maybe in a way that's good but it made me mad. Give me a pat on the back, say congrats, not a sweater and say it is cold outside. Thank you for listening my friends at the EX Community. It feels good to be back. Gotta get a laptop.
