Good Morning fellow EX-er's. I am on Day 2 of a fresh start (literally and figuratively speaking). The cravings this morning was STRONG but, my will is stronger. I am constantly tested. I feel as if every where I look there is someone smoking a cigarette- when I walk out of my apartement, when I am driving to work, and especially when I get to work. I did pick up the ole vape with non-nicotine juice in it for the "hand to mouth" habit because, I am working very hard to shed some pounds and "bordem snacking" is not an option for me.
Last night the urge was not as strong to smoke which is when my usual binge smoking is but, I did notice a difference in my attitude. It was AWFUL and it was alomst as if I could not control it (mind over matter type deal I know). I felt so bad. I did go for a 3 mile run to ease my mind. If anyone is looking for a good running app that is a game as well I suggest "Zombies, Run". Its an awesome way to create a story while being active. You do not have to run or you can have the wonderful sound of zombies chasing you in your ear that is up to you. Now, enough rambling. I am ready to take on this day. Hope yall have a great day!
-Jessica