For months since I stopped vaping by smoking cigarettes I now feel I am ready to stop it all
Ready to stop making it OK to smoke.
With vaping, I was doing it all day long. So I decided to grab a pack of butts and consume less nicotine. It worked but also started to go through more than a pack a week and then about two packs per week.
So I grabbed lozenges, patches, stopped and started over and over for three months.
And for some reason, I feel empowered to stop once and for all. To the point where I am writing about it at least.
it’s been a whopping 6 hours since the last cigarette and 2 2 mg lozenges.
I don’t have an urge to smoke, I just keep pretending it’s Ok to smoke and I play a mental game in my own head.
The addiction is making me feel like I am nuts. I really dislike the smell and taste of cigarettes. I can only believe the addiction is so strong that I align my thinking with I am not a smoke even when I am smoking.
My time is now.
