Okay, my quit date is Thursday...I was really considering scrapping the whole thing and starting a new quit clock, but I'm going to give it a try. I set this date in late december and watched the weeks go by until I'm here now, 2 days before. I'm sooo nervous about this...worried that I won't be able to do it...but I'm still gonna give it a try...I feel like I am defeating myself already...but I can't shake the nervousness....I'll buy some gum tomorrow, and since it costs like 50 bucks, I'm hoping it will motivate me to use it and give it a real try... I'm noticing a lot of things with my health that I really want to go away...night sweats that I am sure come from needing to smoke while I'm sleeping...and the whole idea of being soooo dependent on something thats sooo bad for you...I'm worried, but I think I can do it....pray for me...lol. No, seriously...pray for me.
