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[rvrkeeper]

44 days today, i quit smoiking. I bought a pack 2 hours ago. They are packed and ready to go. In fact, my lucky is turned upside down already (3rd from the right, middle row). So far I have stopped in the convenient store parking lot to call Dale to get through, but am having such a shitty day, i didn't call in fear of disappointing him. By now, I am sure he is reading this. Biggest fight ever with my husband. A lot stirred up from the past that has just clouded my life again. Help! haven't lit up yet, but am ready.