Much to my dismay today, I have just found out that my husband has been smoking again....my support system was a farce and I'm really pissed off. NOPE....that is the motto that I have to live by...if I take one puff It will be all over and I have proven to myself that I am soo much stronger than the NICODEMON....It's too bad my husband never tried this website for himself...maybe he would have found the strength to stay smoke free too. Now, how do I deal witht the anger....I AM SOOOOO ANGRY .... I THINK I'D BETTER GO FOR A WALK OR I'M GOING TO SAY SOME THINGS THAT I REALLY DON'T MEAN...THANKS FOR LISTENING TO MY RANT......I'll be back later. God bless you all and stay strong.